Friday, April 17, 2009

aggrivated, frustrated but never fucking scared.
Keep running your mouth, karma has already come back to you more than I could ever hope for. You are dead to me, I wish you would act the same. I really don't give a fuck at all. I'm sorry no one really likes you and almost everyone talks shit about you and your nothing boyfriend. I guess that's what you get when you talk shit on everyone else. You're fake. You get people to do what you want by bullying and fighting with them. I'm sorry you're jealous I have actual friends, you don't deserve them anyways.

Please, please tell me who these haters are that you speak of, because if you're referring to me, I can assure you I DO NOT want you. I mean do you really think I could be with someone with so little ambition to make a better life for themselves.

I finally got an amazing opportunity to live on my own, somewhat and finally start having my own life. I really hope that everything works out, because I really think I need this. I need a change that is going to be good for me. Not all this bullshit that has been happening.

So my 21st birthday is coming up in less than a week, and to be honest I could really care less. Isn't this this something I should be looking forward to? Nothing is going the way I planned it's making me want to just sit at home and do nothing like I have the past few Friday's this month. Fucking whatever.

I'm so tired of all the bullshit other people talk. Don't say something if you don't mean it. To be pretty blunt, I really don't care if you like me or not, just don't act like you do, then start dating someone 3 days later. I mean most of the time, I just don't want a relationship. The one time I could actually see something happening, you move to someone new that quick. It's not my loss, I ain't shedding a tear, but seriously, who does that? Oh wait, apparently every person I "talk to." Fuck it, that's why I want nothing to do with people.

I could go on so much more, but I'm running on no sleep and migraines. Goodnight.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

im so over things never going the way i want them too.
oh well.
i can't wait for vacation.

Monday, April 13, 2009

i really don't know anymore.
i just can't wait till i turn 21.
and if all goes well, move out in a few months.
i can always hope, right?

Saturday, April 4, 2009

welp, i'm glad i have a good full time job where i can afford to pay 5+ bills a month, and still have money to do whatever the hell i want, and go on vacations. you could have had that. i'm glad i am actually going somewhere in life. if you don't have ambitions, and are already having troubles, it will only get worse. i hope you fail, by the way.

i wish it was friday again. :[