It's kind of funny I posted that last night because this morning I received my note from the universe and it said...

True, you can't see what you can't see, Emma, you can't hear what you can't hear, and you can't feel what you can't feel. But still, you can know that you're not alone, that you're adored, and that absolutely everything will continue to work out for your very best, as it always has. It's built into your DNA.
-The Universe

Made me feel a tad bit better. I wish I would have thought of it while I was at work. It feels like the week will never end and the weekends go too fast.
I've been kinda frustrated too because the plugs I ordered on the 15th still haven't even been shipped. It's almost October pretty much. I had a feeling this was going to happen, too.

So tomorrow night after work I have to book the hotel for the gear heads weekend. I know it's only 45 minutes away, but I'll be up there Friday night, then have to drive home, drive back up Saturday morning, drive home Saturday night, drive back up Sunday morning and drive back home Sunday night. It's a little over $100 for two nights and to me that is more worth it than the hassle of going back and fourth six times. Plus I'm getting my own room so I don't have to be woken up before I need to and can go to bed whenever I want. I kind of want to dress up for the little trick or treat thing they're having in something scary, but I've already got my costume and it's so not track appropriate, not to mention I'd freeze my ass off. I'm thinking about getting something cheap though anyways. It'd be fun I think. I feel like I haven't been up at the track in forever, and it's kind nice though it means the end of racing season pretty much.

I don't know, it's been such a good Summer for the most part and I still don't want to face that it's over. I love the warm weather, the sun in my face. I love being able to walk around in flip flops and not worry about if I'm going to crash my car because of the snow and ice.

I'm really not looking forward to this wedding anymore. I just realized that I am going to have to go there myself, and pretty much be by myself the whole time because Chris is going to be in the wedding party. Could it get any more awkward? Well I guess not but I just don't have a good feeling about this anymore. Hopefully it goes okay though.


I really can't think of anything else I wanted to post right now but I'm sure I'll have something interesting soon.



xo.

I feel like everyone hates me right now.
I don't know.
Whatev.



xo.

No matter how things appear, Emma; no matter what you've overheard; and no matter how many people think otherwise... nothing can stop you, no one can hurt you, and you and I still have forever and ever.

Whoooohoooooooo!!
-The Universe

Often, it's the most deserving people that cannot help loving those who destroy them.






Your worst mistake was thinking this is about you.

Seriously, wtf. Pretty sure no one should tell me things that may piss me off when I'm drinking, because it makes it even worse. First off, get over it. I have. Second off, never EVER happening again. Third off, seriously, I'm so mad that you would even think I'm like that. I can't even keep my eyes open I'm so tired. Just had to put that out there that I was yay close to punching you in the face tonight.
That is all.
Kbye.
xo.

"It’s getting so hard to be around you. Because every time I see you, I see a stranger. You’ve changed, and I just miss the person you used to be. The one that cared, the one that wouldn’t ever hurt me, not if they could help it. But now, now all you care about is yourself. Maybe you never did care in the first place, I’m not sure. All I know is the person I loved so much is no longer there. Nothing is left of you. Everything’s changed, and I miss the person you used to be."

So I haven't posted much lately. I feel like there hasn't been much to really post about. This weekend was not too bad. I was miserable on Friday from working overtime. I went home and laid around all night. Which is a good thing because it was payday and I wasn't out spending my money.
I'm finally done with paying my car insurance till December. Thaaank god. Two months off. WooHoo.
Saturday I went to the track. I had planned on going out after but my dad was going good and I'm superstitious about that stuff. He made it two quarter finals and won a little bit of money. I can't wait till we take it all the way one night.
I spent most of the day with Linda and Sabrina. She is so cute. She was drawing on my EnV touch pretty much all day/night and taking pictures of everyone. She is going to be a character when she gets older.
Sunday was my lazy day. I gathered up my clothes and pretty much laid around all day. I think I have way too many outfits for my own good. Yet I never have anything to wear. Nothing else good to blog about I guess.

xo.

I tried filling in my eyebrows for once, I think they look pretty nice if I do say so myself.

Kinda makes me mad because I feel like everyone lied to me. Like I wasn't wanted, then preceeded to not answer my text. Like it's not that big of a deal, I don't care that much.
Whatever.

I went to barroom last night for Kay's birthday, spent waayyy too much on shots but I had a good night. Went home and passed the hell out.

I don't really have any plans for tonight and to be honest I am really just wanting to stay home. Maybe I'll do something interesting tomorrow.

xo.

Emma, do you know why dogs are so quick to wag their tails and cats are so quick to purr? Even the ones that have been lonely, abused, and betrayed?

Because, as is true of all animals, they were instilled with the distant awareness that no matter what the world shows them, they're still deeply loved and needed, that their presence alone has made a difference, and that in just the shake of a leg, seemingly without reason or rhyme, everything can fantastically change for the better.

As is true of all people, except sometimes they tend to forget.

I bought an enV touch today, and the highlight of my day was learning how to use the thing that stamps postage on envelopes at work.
god, I am sad.


I can't wait for the weekend. : D


xo.