emma, baby.

because sometimes there is no easy way out. you just have to grin & bear it. sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself, bite your lip. sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off.




i do understand the impulse. the impulse to put your hand out & want someone to be there at the end of your reach. to want someone to be close to. to want to kiss or touch even if it's wrong. the point is you can't control these feelings. even if they're wrong, they're there. they're always there.




all that i know is you don't just give up on people like that.This was an all or nothing deal and you gave me nothing.but i gave you everything. all of me.