Got my hair done. Love it.
Red almost everywhere and brown underneath it all. I wish my cell phone camera took better pictures, it looks really nice.

I'm too tired to post anything else.
xo.


PS. I'm pretty sure you look like you could eat someone too, so you have no room to really even open your mouth. (:

So the weekend is already over. I hate how the days off go so fast and the days you work are so slow. This weekend was actually pretty nice. Friday I went shopping and I was supposed to go out with Mark but I dunno what happened and we didn't go out. Saturday I went down to southside with Chris, his room mate and some of his friends. It was actually pretty fun. I think I have a love hate relationship with that place. Anytime before I head down there, I dread it. After I'm there I have such a good time it was worth it.

So I'm starting to save for an apartment now. It won't be much but it will still be more than if I wasn't trying. I'm putting off getting more of my back done till I start saving more. I guess I'm trying to be a little more responsible.


I want to put my ring back in my nose, but I have so much trouble when my nails are done getting that thing in. Good thing I'm getting my nails taken off soon. I'm also going to be a red head after work tomorrow. I'm pretty pumped about that. I wanted it last time but we didn't do it bright enough. This time I'm going all out.

I don't know it seems like I've been in such a better mood lately and everything is going well, and yet I still let certain people upset me. When I know what they say isn't true and I don't care what they think about it anyways. I love how people try and talk to me like they know what they're talking about too, because 98% of the time, they don't.


I don't know why but this is one of my most favorite pictures I've taken. I just found it on my old computer.


I think we're having a party next weekend for labor day. fucking right.

I gotta get to bed, it's a school night. :[

xo.

Success comes in cans, not cant's.

"Don't ever let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve what you want."

Things seem to be going pretty good these days. I can't really complain. Payday is Friday, I'm going racing tomorrow night (weeknight racing, what?!) and I think I'm going out for Mark's birthday on Thursday. I was supposed to go to sonic tonight with Trista and Aub, but plans changed. :[ I miss her.

Last night I went out to Friday's with Amanda, Tony and Sam for Amanda's birthday. It was nice seeing her for a little while, and it not being at Kennywood.

All and all I really don't have much to say besides that.


xo.

I can't believe it's the end of August already. Everyone is going back to school, just another day of work for me. It feels like I should be doing what everyone else is doing right now. Finishing up school, trying to figure out where I go from here. I'm not. I've been out of school for over a year now, not because I graduated but because I couldn't afford it. I'm not complaining by any means, I have a good full time job which is hard to find sometimes. I have the best family and friends and I'm enjoying every bit of summer that is left. I guess I kinda feel like I got jipped or something by not going to going away to college. Whatever.

Went to a pool party today, and needless to say I'm SO glad I'm not in high school anymore. I love hanging out with people from the track though. I'm going to miss everyone over the winter.

It's kinda crazy how much closer Anna and I have gotten these past few months as well. She's my sister and sometimes I just want to punch her, but I love her to death.

...and then you leave. just like everyone else has. why should I try, or care?

I’ve accepted that we can’t be but I’ve also accepted that you’re going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of my life, the one who is always going to make my heart jump a little and my stomach tie up in knots.




and he said, "You're everything I ever wanted but It's never enough. You're never enough."

This still makes me laugh.

I'm sorry about that touchdown dance where I had sex with your girlfriend. That was really rude.

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August 21st, 2009.

Last night I went to Kennywood then out with the 292 girls. Pretty fun. Rode around with Sky and her friend. Got to see Lindsay, Doug and Kayley. I almost lost my flip flops a few times to the floor at Matrix, but I made it out okay. Haha. The rain finally stopped by the time we barroom at two. All in all it was a good night.
Today I had the day off so I went to Ikea with Anna to look at furniture. Found a set I really liked so once I get my bed, I'm going out to get those.
Dad said I could re paint my room too and he would fix all the crack in the ceiling. I'm pretty excited about that. I'll pretty much get to design the room myself and make sure everything matches. I might paint the room a light green, keep it a somewhat baby blue or paint it cream with brown at the bottom.
Going to the race track tomorrow, like usual.

August 19th, 2009.

Totally didn't win the powerball. Bummer.
Kennywood then going out with the Kohl's girls after.
I'm so pumped for the half day tomorrow then three day weekend.
I'm taking myself furniture shopping Friday. Woo.
And I'll be able to recoup from Thurs. Ha.

night.
xo.

August 18th, 2009.

You never promised to stick around, so I don't know why I expected you to. I guess I just wanted to believe you were better when everyone knew you weren't.






You’ve been dealt the bad hand and I should have known from these words that I would want to be a part of your life. Everyone who doesn’t deserve it is surrounded by the people who could mean the world to someone better. I think you’ve had your fair share of hurt and betrayal, even if you won’t open up to me about what it is just yet. In such a short time you have altered me. And I greatly appreciate your compassion.





i just wish i could start a relationship about twelve years in, when you really don't have to try anymore. & you can just sit around & just goof on tv shows & then go to bed without anybody trying any funny business.

August 17th, 2009.

So last weekend was pretty hectic and I had a ton of fun. Friday night I went to go get a new Blackberry but after waiting about 45 min for someone to wait on us, I was told if I didn't wait till Sept. 2nd I wouldn't get $50 off and I'd have to pay an extra $20 for upgrading early. Needless to say I didn't get the tour just yet. September 2nd I will be down there though, FOR SUREE. After that we stopped to see Ashley at Omaha Steaks and I spent the rest of the night at home. FUN.
Saturday I went bed shopping with mom, not getting into it because I'm pretty sure I already did once before. Saturday night was probably the most fun I've had in a while.
Which A: Shows how lame I am.
B: Shows I need to get out more
and C: Shows I need to find new people to go out with.

Didn't go to sleep till about 5:15 am and woke up around 6:50 am. Felt a little sick, so I got my stuff and drove home. Showered and in bed by 7:45 am and got a gooood sleep.
Laid around all Sunday and didn't go to sandcastle.
Today was the usual. Work then came home. I Didn't go to the gym because it was hot as hell and who knows if they put the air conditioning on. That's okay though because Amanda and I are going out for a funhall walk/catch up session in about an hour.

August 16th, 2009.

August 15th, 2009.

Pretty sure I look damn cute tonight. I'm celebrating Nikki's 21st. I am so glad to be going out and just forgetting about everything. Having a good time, meeting a lot of new people and seeing some old acquaintances.





I went out with mom today to look at stuff for my room. Seems harmless, right? Yeah it turned out horrible. I need a new bed, this one is so old and uncomfortable. I'm over it. I'm almost positive I want to redo my room in light blue and dark brown though. Maybe some light green as well. Considering my walls are baby blue and my dad won't let me paint. I think it's going to look really nice when I'm done. (: I'll pretty much have my own bedroom/living room up here. I'm so glad my room is a decent size.

This is what it's going to be based off of, pretty much.


Gotta go finish getting my stuff together.

xo.

I want to start using this again. I think I'm gonna. (: